Listless Lifeless Sunday /o\

Maid not in.( Eff her! )

So I got forced to wake up early in the morning to help my mum dried clothes at the balcony with eyes 放半拉.Yawn~

Since I woke up so early, I planned to study! But end up I headed to the computer & stick my butt there.

Study plan called off! 

(Seifor lo! SPM coming soon!)

After taking my 2 sets of breakfast, I was so full then I started to feel sleepy.

Plus I'm having bad flu (had been dealing with tissues for 72hours long, FML), slight fever & bones ache after doing 5 sets of Sun Salutation Series during yoga class yesterday.

 

Totally worn out lah so I crawled back to my dear bed & continued to sleep till 2pm in the afternoon.

See how I devastated my day... Tsk tsk tsk... Faster piak me!

And tomorrow,

I really don't feel like going to school.

But... but... but... but hor...

Must kit that SIJIL KEHADIRAN PENUH(homemade) leh.

People need to spend whole year only can receive that but I need few days only wor.

Worth to go, make that piece of paper my current goal to achieve.

Gotta get that!

Die die also must roll to school till I graduate!

*Oops! I'll be absent on Tuesday, but yay I'm forgiven!

6 more days to go...

Perhaps for me, 5 more days to graduation ♥

Promises To Keep

I, Moh Rui Yun promises to treat Lim Eng Seng Fruity once his blog achieves 60 posts!
If I ffk, refer back to this ---> PROVE!

*Got to remind myself in this way, or else I might forget!  =)

Appreciation ♥

Private counseling session with the counselor today but seems doesn't help me much.
So helpless again!
I asked for carrier info but she started talking about food nutrients.
Its interesting but out-of-topic again lah.
And the moment she said planta will cause cancer, wth lah, make me so awkward & I was thinking whether should I continue stucked my kaya bao & curry puff into mouth or not. Zzz.


Should have visited the education fair@Goldcourse Hotel but I'm not allowed to do so cause didn't bring my pinafore to school.
Anyway, thank my good friend who decided not to go and stay up with me in school.I felt so sorry actually.
And now I'm worried of what will the Shikin thinks, teacher tends to get misunderstand easily.
Make us speechless lah.

Big big thankiu to all my friends who help me get brochures from diff university/college, help me find pinafore altho unsuccessful, don't mind sharing their Malaysia plant apple, present me a very unique pen from iact college and those who idk-why they apologized to me in sudden, probably because they can't help me out.
*tears rolling*  
You people are so nice ! 
♥ ♥ ♥

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Then continued with yesterday How to choose partner counseling session.
HAHAHAHA!


Histrionic Personality Disorder----> the Stalker is the first person that 'pop' into my mind! 


Analyze his symptoms:

Good looking- Ya. He often thinks that he has good looking.
Sexy dressing- Ya. He always wore deep-V shirt, showing his chest bone. (Refer to his profile pic in FB)
Get closer to others/opp sex- Ya. He did & he does, more & more Girls & Boys getting annoyed lately.
Use tears as weapon- No. Thank god luckily he didn't!


Conclusion:

He is critically ill & should gets the psycho treatment a.s.a.p !!!

Super LOA lah! Sien...

26.10.2010

It was fun having counseling session in Bilik Tayangan today.
I thought the teacher would share some information about carrier talk manatau she counsel about humanity values for 5 periods long.
After recess pula talk about how to choose partner in life.
Although is totally out of topic but still I enjoyed.

X-generation & Y-generation, I think it's kinda ridiculous for me to become a 100% Y-generation human creature even though I was born in this era.
That really need a lot of time, probably my whole lifespan, still loads to learn.
Oh, and I do agree people nowadays lose their Integrity.
So do I! I can be honest but it's really tough for me to practice integrity lah.

Talk about Life.
What does Life mean to me? 17 years long I live on Earth but I never think deeply about it before. So sad to say, I'm still seeking for the true meaning of life. Sigh.


Obviously, I'm not regret to attend school today although the stupid electricity went off!

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Dining at Pizza Hut@Bukit Raja just to celebrate our last day of tuition.
And used up all our NIE pizza vouchers.

 

My Big ON was there too!
See.. He ate so many pizzas till he got pizza face!

Credit to Janice!

All pics were taken by her pro cam.

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Last day of tuition in MJ for Chemistry & Physics.
Thanks Mdm Tan & Mr Alan.
*Round applause*
They both are really good teachers!

 

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Pendidikan Seni Visual

 Only got 40/50

Sucks man!

Another deep dilemma

I'm struggling with my future studies lately.

Follow my passion or be more realistic?

I'm puzzled!
I don't wanna fade in the face of fear of the future.

Hopefully I can determine my own pathway by this week right after the counseling sessions.
Then I can stop scratching my head lah!

The Random Thought

Get back into the box.

And life would be fantabulawesome.

I told the thought in my head.

"Go higher... and higher"

Argh! That song stuck in my head whole day!
 Even during yoga practice just now, it's so distracting.
Till now, still I can't control my mind.
I find myself keep on humming the song without realizing it.

Ohmigod! It's now playin' in my ears!

Like rewind... replay... repeat... (non-stop!) 

"Let the mind control your heart,

never let the heart controls you."

-Norashikin-

Heart Beat ♥

 

Imma go insane looking at the watches.

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click below!

Hello Kitty is the ♥

But so sad.

These are for children only.

Which means

T_____________T 

I tak boleh pakai lah!!!

Oh I'm sizzling HOT!

What dreadful hot weather we have!

Sweat like a pig every single day.

How I wish I could live in the refrigerator.
OH NO! Can't fit myself in. And mummy will kill me.

How I wish I could live on top of the hill.
OH NO! I will die of boredom up there without anyone notify my corpse.

How I wish there is a heavy downpour now.

OH YES! Let's pray hard together! *Cross fingers* 

 IMMA BE HOT DOG ( hot like a dog )

I'm taciturn...?

FYI, I screwed my Biology trial paper.
So I got asked by my Bio teacher to see her in the staffroom during recces.
Nothing much happened, basically is like she wanted to help me analyzed my mistakes but she doesn't know what kind of problem I'm facing.

Then she said, "Ruiyun, teacher really wanted to help you, but you're so quiet in the class. I hardly see you open your mouth and talk. You don't even ask me a single question."

O_O"

I feel so touched to hear that.
At the same time I felt guilty because usually during her lesson my half-asleep mode will auto turn on and that makes me zip my lips.
So being honest, I told her I'm talkative and I scored badly mainly because I didn't study well neither prepared for the paper.

Then we had some chit chat, talking about ambition (she thought I wanted to study engineering, hell NO!), siblings & how the hell much on earth I dislike Biology.
Well, I never forgot to apologize and thank her before I leave.

It's true, I got to admit she is a diligent, responsible, dedicated, nice & superb teacher!

(And I just realized she got really big, round eyes, trust me!)

Uh...
Still working on the messages for classmates.

[In progress]

And I haven't start writing my own profile.

Sorry for not passing them up on time.

Sharing is .... Caring?

Finished reading a novel this evening.
You can't imagine how successful I feel.
For years I don't read books (text books, The Pearl, Konserto Terakhir, Success excluded)
I mean like novels, storybooks, comics and so forth.

Since form 2, I got nothing to fill in my Buku Nilam simply because I read zero book.
And I even used it as my notebook to jot down my homework & to-do-list last time.
This year, who knows where my Buku Nilam goes.
I think I lost it, or maybe dumped it somewhere else.
Uhhhh...


Back to the topic,

A novel about the perfect girl next door facing some major dilemmas by Cathy Hopkins.


Something in this book is true,

Sometimes we don't tell the truth to protect someone.
Sometimes to just keep the peace and sometimes not to hurt someone.
But it's not easy.
Like what would you do if you knew if you told someone get back in the truth it would upset them.
But truth and lies, both can hurt, can't they?

You've got to be cruel to be kind sometimes.

 

Honesty is the best policy. 

Trying to protect someone from the truth can prolong the agony.

Life is about evolution. Things move on. Change. Evolve. For this reason, we should move on.




Specially Thanks to the VVIBF for this book ♥
Borrow me the other books in this series!  c:

Don't let your jaw drops!

This girly book belongs to the Leow Wei Qin and he read it when he was Std 6!

LMAO! I don't believe him till I saw this.

Planned to do some exercise as our trial had ended last week.
So went to Janice's condo with Lihui to swim.
Only make it to swim 5 laps.
Such a failure diet plan.
Cause we eat more than we swim.

Spotted the cutest koala that I had ever seen, with huge, round, big eyes! ♥

Got back our group's Pendidikan Sivik project .
Another masterpiece!
Home Sweet Home ♥

Project from another group.
It makes me think of the Sunflower in Plants & Zombies game!!!

Slipped to I-city yesterday night & got myself a Hello Kitty alarm clock with LED light and temperature sensor.
Hell now I'm so in love with it! ♥

Since the Ketam plan fail, Teng & I get off to MBO.

For months we did not hang out.

Even in school, we manage to Hi-Bye only.

Kinda miss the moment we had our recess together.

We watch the Child's Eye.
It's not that horror actually,
but lots of shocking scene.
Both were hugging & screaming like nobody's business.

Last but not least,
Thanks for the ride! :D

Just came back from Setia Alam Pasar Malam and again, I'm the Takoyaki Freak ♥

Eating takoyaki especially cuttle fish is breathtaking!
Nom.. Nom.. Nom..
I think my tummy gain 3 more layers now.
Sam zham bak!

But never mind.
Since I had so much fun just now!
Today was awesome!
=)

I still cant stop myself from smiling now!
I love you all!
Promise we don't separate okay?
Although we're going to mark the end of our secondary school life soon.

T-back, G-string?
I would never talk about that anymore!
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Should stay strong keep movin' on,
but I'm still the same,
standing at the origin.

Moh Rui Yun
It's time to awake!

Trial for Science class officially ended!
After 3 long, tough, suffering, unbearable, miserable weeks!
Should be showing =D
But no, definitely not for me =(

Pfft, sitting for my Pendidikan Seni Visual test tomorrow.
Wth, I don't even manage to borrow Form 4 & Form 5 notes from others.
So, how pathetic am I now, have to read Form 1,2 & 3 Seni notes.
Hopefully, what I had learnt in the past few years will come out in the exam!
Although it sounds quite ridiculous.
I hate Seni theory!

Seni practical? A big Sigh.
Trying to do research regarding water colour painting via google image & youtube but keep on dc, eff the internet connection.
Tolong jangan buat saya pekchek neh!

Oh Takoyaki!!! Wait for me, I'm coming to you this Saturday ♥

终于，
要毕业了。
万分不舍，
但真的厌倦了校园生活。

向往着...
没有束缚、没有约束
的生活。

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严重需要接受辅导。
好茫然！

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