i admit that i'm a super rebel daughter since adolescent...
my thinking or acting always show contrast with my parents...

i dont like being a puppet controlling by others and
i just don't like my parents wanting everything to be so perfectly until they cant see im actually suffocatting.
they think everything themselves but neglect my thoughts...
they just like to compare their childhood with their childs'...
maybe that's the way certain parents express their love...
but for me, is unacceptable...
sometime i even envy my friends who can share everything with their parents...
last time i used to have parents like that,but now.... erhemm.. NO

who cares all about that...
nothing would separate us from bonding each other except ourselves...
im so gonna freaking miss my sweet little misery during holiday...urgh!